Other people defines me as a happy person, a person who is forgiving, a person who has a happy family , a person who is has a lot of money, these characteristics are always said to me by many of people when they sees me maybe because they always see me very jolly person. But all of that joy there is a sad story about it. And i always keep on smiling for my friends and it really hurts me because i am really mad about myself because i cannot show my real emotions to my friends because it may affect their vibe.
This is kind of me, even if i have a lot of friend i always feel lonely. Maybe because they have a happy family while me my parents is not happy when they are together. Always yelling, fighting and to the point that they decided to get divorce. For me it is very sad because all those happy memories with your parents are gone. So even it is sad i always keep moving on for the sake of my future. So that’s why i am very lonely but i smile for the sake of my friends
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